Working for a big-ass vision, and aligning with your spirit every single day to bring it to life is fucking scary. It's a lot of work. And it's not easy. It plays out in the fields on self-sabotage, self-doubt and extreme discomfort...
But when the vision is written on your heart and it carries a message that moves you to tears, it doesn't feel like work. Instead, you feel honored to be the chosen human life that gets to work for it.
I've spent the last couple of weeks letting myself get really deep and dirty with what my soul really wants me to do in this world.. Not this year or next - but long term. I've always shied away from such long term requests from my soul, they felt too big to handle or too heavy in responsibility. But something has shifted this year. I feel able. I feel willing. And I feel like my relationship to my soul is finally strong enough to let myself dance with a new level of possibility. My heart feels fuller, my eyes open wider, and my breathing feels deeper. I feel the full melody of this vision down into my bones, and it's anchored in something more powerful than I can even explain yet.
All I know is that when I look into this little guys eyes - my hero who is now back to his radiant, loving and healthy self - this vision of mine flares up with wild abandon inside of me and I can't ignore it anymore. I've been touched by life's impermanence, I've been slapped in the face with my one and only purpose (LOVE) and now my soul is demanding I jump on board it's grand vision to help serve in a way that only my experiences and spirit can.
This might all sound like woo-woo to you, I don't care. I know the Fierce Freestylers in this tribe will resonate and their spirits will lock eyes with mine and see the heart of it. Because we're all here to simply listen, trust and love (as a beautiful client recently reminded me) and whatever form that takes for you and whatever road that takes you on, if your soul is the one who is guiding you, don't doubt it for a second.
Respect the divinity of your soul's wishes.
You are only the human after all.
Peace out xx